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[11 Nov 2007|01:55pm]
so.... Chelsee is here for our Semi-formal. It's been amazing!!! Cop cars, frat houses, body shots, and dancing like no one is there.

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[29 Sep 2007|12:26pm]

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[27 Sep 2007|11:35am]

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[05 Sep 2007|02:12pm]
So.... I just found out that WW is private...I really had no idea, I just thought it was a small school like booker...mainly because it's in the midwest and there's nothing in the midwest. Many girls go home for the weekends, it's so weird, they go to Iowa, Indiana, Nevada and so on and in Florida, you drive 4 hours and your still in fucking Fl. The only place you have to go is to Ga. Oh well. We put in our bids for our big sis's tonight. I can't wait to get one and find out who it is. I'm really beginning to love all of the girls here. We hola hoop in the basement, watch America's next top model, talk about boys, sing, dance, and drink together. There's a cafe here that is way cute and quite large, I can't wait to take Jeffrey there.

I had the best weekend in a long time this Saturday. I went to my roomies house which has a cabin and we sat around the bonfire smoking, drinking, eating s'mores with brownies substituting the chocolate. Kelley and I drunkenly checked out a house being built by her property, it was scary as fuck. No doors, no windows, holes in the floors. We made it to the top of the stairs and just talked. It seems like everything here is haunted. I know that for Halloween the house is going to a haunted corn maze. I've never been in a corn maze! Ahh! I've had so many firsts here, I don't think I name them all.

My classes are easier than high school because I'm not overworking myself. The only class I'm nervous about and have to really study for is my Psych class. Oh well. Last night a few of us went to a Latin Dance class for a LEAD point, tomorrow we are going to a couple soccer games and art exhibit for more points. I have to say, this has been the best scholarship ever, I even got a point for laying in the grass and watching the "Drive-in" movie Blades of Glory. So nice.

Instead of rambling, here are a few pictures.

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[22 Aug 2007|10:11am]
So.... William Woods is fucking amazing. I'm so happy I didn't stay in Florida. I'm having the time of my life here, joined a sorority, rooming with two other girls, and went to my first frat party the other night.

And my classes don't start until 11 today :)

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[19 Jul 2007|06:56pm]
The Frank O'Neill Memorial Scholarship is available to students attending a university, college, trade school, technical institute, vocational training or other post-secondary education program in the 2007-2008 academic year. To be eligible, you must submit an essay of fewer than 750 words on how the education of your generation is better or worse than the education of your parent's generation.

In Sarasota County our generations education is shaped by the many conservative views of people of authority. I could write and entire essay on the bias and diseducation in regards to sexual education, however I would ramble on in my

My generations education, atleast in Sarasota County, has had a very underlying conservative tone.  I can only imagine what the education was like a few generations ago when my high school was shut down for integration. On a broader scale, I would have to say the our generations education is better then my parent's. The discussions that take place the classrooms push the boundaries of what used to be acceptable in my parent's classrooms.

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[20 Apr 2007|03:19pm]
so....I'm super excited. I FINALLY got my passport!

I can't wait to go to Spain.

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[19 Mar 2007|07:43pm]
I think I might possibly hate my parents. 

No matter what I do, it's never good enough. 

I'm never good enough.

Exactly 2 months until graduation--Fuck I can't wait.

Then spain, then who knows.

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[05 Mar 2007|07:58pm]

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[04 Mar 2007|09:14am]

Wow, Chelsee and I got back from Allegheny College yesterday around 3:30 in the morning. There was snow and when we were walking to out plane from Pittsburge to D.C. IT WAS SNOWING...A LOT! Many pictrues, including a snow duck built mostly of ice.

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[19 Feb 2007|07:10pm]
I love shopping
I love breakfast
I love meeting new jewish grandmothers
I love random pregnant ladies and my friends

Today was amazing

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[14 Feb 2007|08:53pm]
Valentine's day

♥ Beautiful friends
♥ Beautiful cards
♥ Amazing present from Boyfriend
♥ Wonderful dinner with wonderful people....ending with cake :)

Today was very nice...curious how this whole "senior breakfast" thing is going to work tomorrow...

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Spinal meningitis????? [02 Feb 2007|05:11am]

So yesterday I felt like shit starting in 2nd Block with my fingers tingling and my skin being hypersensitive. By the time I got home my neck was killing me and I have a high fever. My dad sent to me to my doctor to get check out and she was extremely worried  that I might have Spinal Meningitis and sent me to the hospital. My temperature was about 102 and while waiting for a bed, continued to rise. The made me take most of my clothes off and I could only have one blanket that was thin, god I was so fucking cold. All I did was shiver and twitch the whole time.....The worst part of the night was when they had to check my blood --something called a blood culture-- and when I had to have a spinal tap....I cried the whole time while they stuck a needle into my spinal area for spinal fluid.... I think I passed out while I was getting my chest x-rayed because all I remember is the lady telling me to turn to the left and the next thing I knew people were pricking my finger, rushing around trying to wake me up and check my eyes and were either taking more blood or giving me more medication, I don't remember because when the lady put me onto the bed right after it happened I had no Idea where I was.

As for now, I’m still running a fever and am taking  lots of medication such as Tylenol, Percocet, and Loratab.

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[28 Jan 2007|09:22am]

first we started off with breakfast at The Broken Egg

Chelsee, sam and Me

sam's "rack"

Our celebrity pipicture with Dick!

then to Marina Jacks to sew

Miss Caitlin

Miss Samantha 

Determination...   until i mess up

..and then chelsee "relaxes" after a very tedious cell phone blanket was made

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[23 Jan 2007|08:26pm]
So today I got my nose pierced for the third time. However, unlike the other two times, I now how a hope in my left nostril.

more pictures to come :)

My birthday dinner was amazing. ♥

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[25 Dec 2005|08:39pm]
if you dont want to hear my self pity then dont read it.

*spent 3 nights lying on the floor of dirty hotel rooms
*bad food
*no boyfriend
*long tiring days with my family
*brother who annoys me
*and other brother who belittle me til i cry
*secret santa at work made me cry, it was horrible, i know its selfish but everyone got great gifts. Mine looked like it was picked up out of an old box with no meaning, dust still lingering upon the glass. I hate animals.

yay present time.....
*sure my parents gave me about $100 dollars, i used it all to buy them and my friends presents.

*i asked my dad for money so i could get something i really wanted and say it was from him-- he didnt give me the money, i said it was from him anyways.

*buying my own clothes, asking my mom to wrap the ones that i hadnt wrapped already...she didnt wrap them, she just handed them to me...

*my grandmother gave me $100..i spent that on gifts for my family and paying for my part of the cell phone bill.

*tips from work, money i have left over from my other job and the $45 that my older brother gave me went towards paying my parents over half the money for the tatto.
(the money ment nothing after all the times he yelled at me...leaving me walking away with silent tears streaming down my face

*ryan gave me a good gift, i ♥ chocolate covered pretzles, but when i went to get his gift they didnt have it so i have to look somewhere else tomorrow...leaving me to feel like shit because i got everyone else something but him and he was the only family member to actually put thought into the gift.

*even though my dad didnt get me anything from him... i still am going to go out and get him a dvd of the season two of one tree hill just because i wont feel right until i get him something that i put thought into.

*my mother gave me an orniment...ive gotten one every year since i was born...it would mean so much more if they would wait until i was home to put up the tree and decorate it...like a family... but no they don't

things that made me happy this season

*chocolate milk at jeffreys house

*the candy and pj pants his parents got me

*the amazing clothes, jewlrey and shoes he gave to me, you can tell he did just pick something up that looked nice. it went way beyond that.

*sami surprised me with this monkey and a blanket which represented an inside joke we've had since 8th grade.:) ADD?

*chelsees mother gave me a wonderful necklace ♥

*chelsee bought me tanktops with built in bras so that my nipples wont show if i get cold :) and a whore skirt :)

*what paige is making is beautiful. i cant wait until i get it. :)

*mike got me a stuffed animal...mike...who would have thought? it definently made my day on friday.

*ofcourse sam and caitlin but we are exchanging when ms sam gets back to the country.

*im positive there is more, i just cant think of them right now...im too tired.

i hope everyone else had a great holiday.

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[18 Dec 2005|08:31pm]
[X] I am shorter than 5'4. [I AM 5'4, does that count?]
[X] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[X] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color. (Dark pink/hot red!]
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[ ] I'm getting a tattoo in less then a month
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[ ] I have/I've had braces.
[x]I wear glasses. [I used to have my own, now I steal]
[x] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger (in person).
[x] I have had more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have had piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life

[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've ran away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.


[x] I'm in school.
[x] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[x] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school. [I miss days here and there]
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've been fired.


[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [almost every time]
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my pants rip/drop in public


[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious injury
[ ] I've had chicken pox.


[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[X] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.
[x] I've been to Mexico.
[x] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've been to Jamaica.


[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star.
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[x] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[x] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play. (well...it was like a play)
[ ] I've met someone in person from the internet.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[x] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.(it was playing at sams house, but i was too occupied with making beaded braclets)
[ ] I've eaten Sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.


[ ] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. [All the time...]
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.


[x] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex one time
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[x] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.


[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[ ] I've shoplifted.


[x] I've consumed alcohol.
[x] I've passed out from drinking.
[x] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed
[x] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them. (does sudifed count? dont know how to spell it)
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.(i cant help it, i have to have something in my mouth to occupy me).
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[x] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have/once have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic or have been.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[x] I'm addicted to self harm or was.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide

[ ] I'm afraid of dying.
[ ] I hate funerals.
[x] I've seen someone dying.
[ ] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.

[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[ ] I own iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic. [mmm tights]
[x] I own something from Pac Sun.
[ ] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.


[x] I can sing well. (atleast my boyfriend thinks so)
[x] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news.
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being ale to rhyme.
[ ] I curse regularly.
[ ] I sing in the shower.
[x] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[ ] I'm a snob about grammar. (ha...my ass i am...)
[ ] I am a sports fanatic.
[x] I twirl my hair
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I love being neat (though you wouldn't guess it)
[ ] I love Spam
[ ] I've copied more than 20 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well. [I make the BEST cheesecake, ask anyone]
[ ] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[x] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly. (only if the crossants from dunkin' donuts count0
[x] I believe in ghosts.
[ ] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[ ] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[ ] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish. (in certain places or when im tired)
[ ] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails. (not chew, just occassionally I go "ARGH")
[x] I play video games. (mmmm video gamessss..)
[ ] I'm good at remembering faces.
[ ] I'm good at remembering names
[ ] I'm good at remembering dates.
[ ] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest

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[11 Dec 2005|04:59pm]
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[05 Dec 2005|08:35pm]

more of these girls are better than youmore of these girls are better than you

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[30 Oct 2005|10:38am]

homecoming wuuuttt?

mmmmmmm free icecream....

getting dressed:

got dressed in a beautiful dress that chelsee wore to her sweet 16. (sorry chelsee, i wore underpants... dont want your mom thinking im a slut. atleast they matched the guarder and the dress ;-) )

went to jeffreys, picked out which shirt he should wear. damn he looked hot. mmmm mmmm.

called paige, asked if she needed a ride. Picked her up. Her mom is the cutest. she took pictures of me and jeffrey then paige jeffrey and me.

APPLEBEES!!!! with chelsee, daniel, paige, catherine,jeff, me, chris, sarah, sloan, heather, tiffany, and greg. so much fun. lots of breast rubbing, boob touching, undergarment showing, kissing and loudness.

the dance was amazing. jeffrey danced with me. so much fun. funny how that was our first time dancing together and we have been together for almost 2 yrs.

free icecream. everyone looked gorgeous. everywhere you turned people had to look twice at their friends because they all looked so nice you couldnt connect two and two when you first looked at them.

what i thought i was poking was the hole in shetavias dress, i was hopeing for maybe some bone, you know, the spot right under the boobs. NOPE! FULL ON FINGER DEEP IN CLEVAGE.


mmm i cant wait to see peoples pictures. i dont think i took any.



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